"niggas wanna be in everything but big dick porno"

i hate tv, i started playingn this game a month ago, was bored with it until recently when i decided that i could make it a little more dramatic, entertaining. but maybe im way off. maybe i should just move on to better things. like Hula hooping some more....great idea!!!! :::still doing dramatic thing::::... cause i think pb has been lacking good gossip since the whole skunkymonkey23 thing went down. yeah, now thats an event!

:::After we lost an elite to Philthy via snipe (nice snipe nasty), and I told him Philthy had a point (he pretty much told him not to be a dick before saying anything else, and to give back item) …and after i said that, he told me “you will lose me if you are siding with this guy” …over a pb transaction. Really. Wow. Maybe you should see a therapist for that….this isn’t real life, its just a game, ..is it worth breaking up with your gf over?..hmm maybe.

Deadhead86 said on 07.01.2011 @ 5:28PM:

Look, i don't want to fight with you. I just want you to realize that the elite was worth three times the thor. i wanted you to have it more than anyone else tho. Its just frustrating. I have the consoles for you, don't worry. I don't want to fight but I feel like you think this is my fault and I should have to pay like 5 times what the thor is worth. I tried to call you but you ignored my call (like usual) :::I was at WORK, now that’s a concept, working and busy while at work…::::::

……random days later

Deadhead86 said on 07.03.2011 @ 2:24AM:

Thank you for being awesome. I'm sorry if i uspet you today. I was being an asshole and you deserve better. Hope you aren't upset with me. xoxo

Deadhead86 said on 07.11.2011 @ 9:54PM:

crystalyn, i am not trying to fight with you. I don't understand why you are blowing these things out of proportion. Plus, its very rude how you make snotty comments then sign off meebo. Pretty childish and unnecessary. Let's get past this, seriously. We have a beautiful baby together and I know we can have just as beautiful of a relationship...

::::: always acting so honorable and supreme …beautiful like when you called me a cunt , or walked out on me at a restaurant after my first ultrasound because I was upset that you were commenting on my parking/driving when you didn’t even have a lisence to drive your preg gf to elgin (1 hr away) for an ultra sound. or when you gambled all you money away and lied to me everytime i asked you about it …..bum! Not beautiful. :::::

LameGamer said on 07.11.2011 @ 10:11PM:

im not fighting with you.

you are fighting with me about milk. i was fine when i woke up today.

i have moved on from it, but you keep bringing it back up and making it a problem that doesn’t even exist.

keep in mind that if we had been able to move out together my milk supply wouldn’t be an issue, but you decided to go back to school and gamble. so i think its pretty unfair tht you keep bringing up a problem that you think i have when you are just as much to responsible for our circumstance as my breasts are. if we had started a family together like you told me you wanted to do when i was a month preg then we wouldn’t be fighting over milk supply because we'd always see him. together. and probably even get to bond ourselves in our home and our bed at home. where we would live. you decided to go to school, and gamble. that was your choice.

mine is to breastfeed, and not get beaten up every time i cant have milk for you to have him all day long. id like to see my son when i get off work too ya know. its not fair tht i have to hang out there if i want to do tht, because you decided to move home instead of with us. it would be a lot more beautiful of a relationship if you could stop bringing up a problem tht wouldn’t exist if it wernt for both of our circumstances not just my not having tons of milk pouring all over the place. i was doing a deal. that’s y i signed out, not to ignore you. like you do when you walk away from a conversation we are having in person to go smoke/be away from me. im over this arguing with you. if you cant see what i do for us then im not going to bother getting upset over it anymore, because obviously you dont care to be happy with me.

you didn’t want the responsibility of a gf/or a family and that’s why you never took responsibility for caring for me when i was preg or now that im having a hard time with milk. all you do is bring me down and then bring me up by being all fake an pretending you like me again and then bring me back down..its a game you like games. i done playing it. if you want to be nice then be nice, if you dont then dont, but dont stress me out anymore because i do a lot and will continue to do a lot for us. and if you choose to ignore that and treat me badly it will be your loss. because i am a good gf, and i am loyal and caring and nurturing and youre missing out on all tht by being a dick to me.

Deadhead86 said on 07.11.2011 @ 10:28PM:

Yes, I have a gambling problem thats why i put my self on the list. Is this going to be something that you bring up every time you are upset with me? If so, I am not interested in having a relationship with you. You need to accept me for who I am. The good, the bad and the ugly. Also, I haven't said anything mean/argumentative to you since I was at mike and sandy's bc I don't want to fight. YOU keep pressing. I just don't get it. Yes your lack of milk production is frustrating. I am concerned that you do not produce enough. At the last sit down with all the parents we said if it was still a problem we could reevaluate it. Its been 2 months and there are still problems. I feel it needs to be discussed. Of course you think I'm being an asshole because of it. You think any type of confrontation is fighting. I think I'm expressing myself. You are way to sensitive about everything. I just want to put this behind us. If that can't happen then we both need to move on (in seperate ways)

LameGamer said on 07.11.2011 @ 11:11PM:

you and your mom wanted to revaluate it. reevaluate it all you want. but im going to continue to breastfeed because i produce enough to get us by. and im not going to change my mind about the supplementation. if you want to keep bringing it up then it is only going to put stress on our relationship. you two only think i don’t have enough milk enough because you want to be able to see him so long without me there which tells me tht you are the one who doesn’t want a relationship with me. otherwise why would it be a problem. you want me to not be around when he needs to eat (hence needing more bottles of milk) so you think i need to supplement. to me all that shows is that you don’t want me around. i make enough milk for us to get by and have plenty of time with both sets of grandparents. if you were to be on my side of this you’d be upset about

it too. you sit there and tell me we never have time to bond, but you want to be away from me with our son so much that two bottles a day isnt enough? kind of contradictive in my opinion. my lactation consultant was saying tht usually women who have supportive husbands and low milk supply find it easier to handle because they don’t have the stress of needing to produce extra bottles. well i guess that not true for me because you are the only one who is bothering me about it. thanks for being there for me when i need you. lol wow. you have some view of the world around you if you cant even see that. goodnight nick.

Deadhead86 said on 07.14.2011 @ 12:10AM:

I wish you wouldn't have locked me out.

LameGamer said on 07.14.2011 @ 12:29AM:

i wish you wouldn't have walked away from me. every time i say something tht i have an opinion on (ex: you not smoking-because you‘ve been saying you want to quit for year now) that you don’t like you get mad and walk away. if you want to walk away that’s your choice. but i am not going to sit and be sad or mope about it. im going to move on with my night, and Cassady needed a bath and then i needed to put him to bed. i asked you to go on a walk to spend time with us. i dont like Cassady/myself being around smokers and if that offends you, sorry. but if you want to be upset about me not wanting to be near it or not wanting our son to be near it that is your thing. you don’t have to be rude to me or accuse me of being controlling. im not. im just concerned about my sons health, and yours for tht matter. so if you want to continue our conversation about it next time i see you that’s great, if not thats great too. either way im not interested in hanging around a cigarette or having Cassady be around it. it smells. i dont like to kiss you after. its an expense you cant afford right now. its unhealthy and it sucks you can't quit. if you cant have a conversation about those things with me because its too difficult for you then i guess we wont. but it wont change the fact that i dont want to be around it and i dont want Cassady around it. do it on your time, not ours.

Deadhead86 said on 07.14.2011 @ 12:40AM:

I am not interested in continuing this conversation. If you would like to talk about other things, I am open to the idea.

:::why? Because you now I have a valid point?:::

LameGamer said on 07.19.2011 @ 10:11AM:

no wonder you pass out on me and cass. Cause you dont sleep when you come home...go to bed! hah

Deadhead86 said on 07.19.2011 @ 10:13AM:

I'm sorry I fell asleep. Thanks for spending time with us yesterday.

LameGamer said on 07.19.2011 @ 5:14PM:

i would have liked to work, but it was nice to hang out with you for a little while.

:::: …after being asked why I never say goodbye……::::

LameGamer said on 07.25.2011 @ 3:16PM:

i got a phone call, and so I signed off,and left the office to get better reception outside.

not to mention...

you are the king of walking away in the middle of a convo, and now you want to ask me about it. since the beginning of our relationship till now you do. when you were living at gias, at my house all the time, panera, dr. office, everywhere. so maybe my reason is the same as yours. idk.

either way if its not a big deal tht you do it i dont see why it should be a big deal tht i do.

nothing to get upset/fight about. right.

Deadhead86 said on 07.25.2011 @ 3:19PM:

what time are you expecting me to drop cass off?

::::apparently the last 7 months of our child’s life has been a blur because you’d think after the SAME routine (eating ever three hours) it would be pretty apparent that when you run out of milk, he needs to have more. …or be home to eat via mommy. But maybe im expecting just a little too much from this guy, idk. Just sayin. ::::

::::So via meebo I politely tell him “ as always I expect you to bring him home when he needs to eat next”

Then he goes on to say that he needs to eat too quickly after I bring him over (930am) he wakes up at 7am. , needs to eat around 1030...and that makes him feel I am keeping son away from him. :::::

:::::This is two days after he tells me I need to work more hours, and that I shouldn’t need 60$ from him every 6 weeks. Lol. He has no idea what child support means. ::::

:::Apparently im a bitch because I want to be helped out financially, he sees his son mon wed fri from about 10am to 645.p and Sundays for four hours. And Saturdays when he could hang with his family he wakes up and plays, you guess…..right! Prison Block…instead of being with his family

but who wants to do that?! He chooses to wake up and play And don’t pay me a dime until I have to beg for money to fix my broke ass car (in the shop now, not getting fixed, cause its too expensive)::

:::after whining about milk supply to me on meebo, he signs off because im “treating him poorly” aka I start in on him about all the things I want to whine about….floors open now right?::::

LameGamer said on 07.25.2011 @ 3:52PM:

i would probably treat you better if you treated me better. but the only time you care about me is when you want to fuck or talk about prison block. you don’t get it. you aren’t even a boyfriend, your just some guy who bitches about milk supply and money because you don’t have any. and then when i try to make my own by working more you get pissed that im trying to keep you from your son. the reason i don’t care about your viewpoint anymore (i do think about it) is because you don’t care about all the work i have already put into this while you sit back and gamble all your money away bum rides from me for 6 mo while im pregnant, tell me a bunch o bs how your gonna be my labor partner and cant even massage me without some funky remark on nights i sleep over at your PARENTS house ::::probably after I gave you some bomb ass head.:::: and then bitch to me about how my breastfeeding our child (the most important thing you can do for your baby) is interrupting your time with him, when you see him 4 days a week. man you are so backwards its sickening. look around you. thank the ppl in your life, because eventually they will tire of helping you out all the time (like i have) and expect you to put some god damn effort into your own REAL life. REALITY check yourself, nick.

LameGamer said on 07.25.2011 @ 4:15PM:

and if you cared about spending more time with Cassady you would call when you woke up on Saturdays to see if we wanted to hang out, but you jump on prison block to play your games. that’s what you like to do. fine. but don’t complain to me about missed time when you make your own reality.

i tried helping you out for awhile by missing on hrs so that cass could spend ass much time over there as possible but then you bitch about me wanting financial help, so you cant have it both ways. Now you wont have it your way, just like it wasn’t your way before. because its impossible to have it your way all the time. im sorry you don’t live with us (apparently you are not) but if we were a normal family like we were originally planning i bet we’d have been able to bond, and you would see cass a little more often, and we might have even learned how each other likes to communicate while living together through my pregnancy. but you wanted to go home to mommy, and get a free ride while blowing all your money on state gambling property instead of spending it with your new accidental family. so this is why we are where we are, not because im a bitch. i used to treat you very well , you forget things easily. and i got sick of being taken for granted, so i stopped being your floor mat, and that’s why your all bent out of shape. your created you own shitty reality nick, not me. you see you son as much as you want. (non school days and Sundays) what else do you want. Besides a whore to screw around with for a few minutes until you finish with her. too sensitive? lol funny. im not an idiot. but apparently i am a sucker. i don’t want to fight with you and im not trying to . i am only trying to help you see the reality you have helped create by the situations you put yourself and your family in. I cannot account for all your mistakes, nor do i care to anymore. And i cannot account for all mine, however i am trying to make a living and support our son, and you don’t seem to care about how hard that has been for me, pretty much being a single parent while you live at home with mommy.

LameGamer said on 07.25.2011 @ 4:59PM:

how are you still respected i thought you said something about 40$ like a month ago. but your 30 days should be up, did you re up it? how much was it? i know there is no free way to get respected status..

LameGamer said on 07.25.2011 @ 5:07PM:

so can you tell me how you earned respect or are you breaking up with me on pb too hahahahaha

Deadhead86 said on 07.25.2011 @ 5:04PM:

Hey Crystalyn. go bitch about me to your girlfriend. I don't care what you think anymore and i certainly don't want to hear more about the past.

LameGamer said on 07.25.2011 @ 4:59PM:

how are you still respected i thought you said something about 40$ like a month ago. but your 30 days should be up, did you reup it? how much was it? i know there is no free way to get respected status..Deadhead86 said on 07.25.2011 @ 5:08PM:

I am breaking up with you on prison block too.

You can not send a message to this inmate because you are blocking them or they are blocking you　

Hahahahahaaahhhhahaah rotflmfao

Get a life.

For the record……… I am a bitch. But I’m really sweet if you treat me nicely. REALLY SWEET.